Hi there, i’m still alive!
Hello readers! (if there is any lol!)
I know i’ve been neglecting this blog lately and I really, really apologize for that. i’ve been too busy and stressed-out lately because of this so-called “adulting” wherein i need to balance everything from accounting to office issues to rest days and my me-time. blogging has been set aside actually and inasmuch as i want to blog all my recent misadventures, i’m actually running out of words.
in my recent misadventure, let me share you this story on how i (sort-of) rising myself again from the things from the past:
exactly at this time last year, i learned that there are entities that are treating me like trash. it’s depressing and i don’t know if i still need to stay or if it’s really my fault at all. I don’t wanna list down the things that he/she/they have done to me, but this things makes me lost hope to myself.
Until this opportunity came wherein I was transferred to a team where my skillset were being molded and polished. I was mentored and little did I know that I was rising from the ashes. the team that I am right now is a perfect fit and I see this as an opportunity to regain myself.
I’m still afraid everytime my boss calls me for a meeting (I was thinking that I will be scolded for my mistakes) but it’s now more about the mentorship, training, work, collaboration and yes, even praises from the boss, fellow team mates, colleagues and stakeholders. I am grateful.
I will do my best to regain myself more from my mistakes from the past and to erase the old impression implanted by the former entities. thankful that it is now gone, and I am now in the team where I am now valued for my talent and craft.
this is not the end of story, for it’ll continue for the days/weeks/months/years to come.
It’s rare for me to share my personal journey, but I am thankful for this another chance. My boss R told me that he believes in second chances and he saw this vast improvement on me, that my past mistakes are not entirely my fault and everything around me is now synchronized. I am eternally thankful for his mentorship and trust.
Now that I am finally back to the groove, allow me to thank you all for being there, lurking on my personal space and on my social media accounts (feel free to follow!) I promise i’ll be back here, and share my recent (mis)adventures!
Till then! :*