It is not the easiest decision to make and it took me a while to realize that I’ve been too blind for the longest time – that I’ve been ignoring the most obvious of red flags, and it took me a lot of courage and strength to say that I have enough. That i/we deserve better and I/we need to be ready enough for the next, whatever and whoever it may be.
Maybe next time, it’ll all be worth it. Maybe next time, it’ll be with the right time, right place, and with the right person.
I choose myself this time around, and there is no turning back.
There’s no way to go but to move forward.
Lakad. Layag. Lipad. Padayon.
This feeling of stillness, loneliness, and anxiety is all but temporary. But I am getting there. This too shall pass.
For now, allow me to enjoy the music, the smiles, the colorful rainbows after the rain, and this feeling. I am thankful for the inspired works, the most beautiful melody, the kilig feels from the most beautiful song.
It is true that music has the ability to heal a broken soul.
That is all for now.