Earlier today after I went to my interview in Eastwood, I went to Padre Pio chapel to thank the lord for not giving up on me despite the failures and disappointments that I did this past 6 months. I admit that being a freelancer wasn’t that easy, though I’m thankful that it gave me time to reflect and think of what I really wanted to do in my life. And throughout this process I learned a lot from the people around me and I’m thankful for the life-long lessons on love, on running, on taking charge and my passion for arts and freedom.
As I stayed in the chapel for a few minutes, I only prayed for Padre Pio – to have my hearts desires to come true. I may sound too demanding but it means so much to me and to my family.
I’ve been here for quite some time and whenever there’s an opportunity to come to Libis for a scheduled job interview or an upcoming Greentenial race meeting, I see to it that I could drop by to have a minute or two to have my own quiet time with God. It has became my personal resting place, and it never fails me to be at peace after praying to our dear Lord and to Padre Pio’s intercession.
And as I went to the chapel earlier, I wonder if I deserve to ask for Padre Pio’s intercession. I’ve been a mess for quite sometime and I really don’t know what to do. As much as I want to scream because of the more personal things that is happening to me, I was forced to keep mum for I don’t wanna cause anything that might ruin my relationship with my friends and loved ones. I needed help but I don’t know where to start…